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I love him so much
But will he ever know?
That no matter what he does
It will only grow
I wish he was mine
He'll remain in my heart
It calls out to him
When we are apart
The smile he gives
The sound of his voice
I wish he were mine
But he's made his choice

U Made Me Smile

When I thought that I
could love no more.
You touched my heart,
to the very core.

You made me smile,
when I could only frown.
You picked me up
when I was down.

I hope as time goes on
you will see how I feel.
And I hope that you will see
that these feelings are for real.

(This is for someone very special in my life)

I Miss U

When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or 

look at pictures of you, 

not to remind me of you but to make me feel 

as if I'm with you. 

It makes me forget the distance and capture you.

F.A.I.T.H

Right beside you is where I'll stay 

And that's called... 

 F.A.I.T.H

Ever Changing Times

Caught in between, 

It comes back to you and me running out of time, 

I gotta find me a better understanding
Everything keeps forgetting what's mine, 

I gotta find me a way, less-demanding
And we're holding on so tight, together, 

all of our lives

~ Aretha Franklin ~

Looking back, I have this to regret, 

that too often when I loved, 

I did not say so.

WHAT IS LOVE?

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Ngga tau kenapa pas gue lagi iseng2 browsing image dng keyword "LOVE", gue langsung fallin' in luv ke image 1 ini. N kebetulan banget ada caption-nya "What is Love?". Gue yakin seyakin-yakinnya, kalo pada ditanya apa sih cinta menurut lo? Dari sejuta orang yang lo tanyain, lo bakal dapetin sejuta versi jawaban.

Dan dalam 0,13 detik, ada sekitar 2,230,000,000 hasil yg bisa diliat setelah gue goolin' pake keyword "LOVE". Sementara nih, kalo keyword-nya gue ganti jadi "CINTA", daarrr! Dalam waktu 0,10 detik bakalan ada 580,000,000 hasil yg bisa diubek2.

Seriously, gue ngga mau share apa itu cinta menurut versi gue, karena pasti sangat sangat sangat basi. Tapi, yang interesting adalah.. darimana datengnya cinta.. nah ini nih! Sama aja tricky-nya!

Contoh nih ya.. Kalo awalnya lo benciiiiii banget sama someone (lawan jenis), even denger suaranya aja udah sukses bikin mood lo mencar aka. berantakan, lo ngga mau tau menau love history-nya orang itu saking lo bener2 udah 'fed up'.. tapi inget aja.. yang namanya CINTA dan BENCI itu datengnya dari tempat yang sama.. HATI!

Dan as we all know lah ya.. perbedaan antara CINTA & BENCI itu tipis banget! Jadi ngga salah kalo dulu ada lagu yg liriknya "Benciiii.. benar-benar cinta".. Yaahh karena, semakin lo benci ke seseorang, secara ngga lo sadarin.. alam bawah sadar lo jadi mengarah terus ke orang itu.. yg sampai akhirnya pada titik, alam bawah sadar lo ngirimin sinyal-sinyal ke otak "hal-hal baru" yang lo lewatin saking aja lo benci sama itu orang. Dan balik lagi ke urusan that's human thingy!


Saat CINTA yang diberikan ngga ada feedback-nya, otomatis bakalan berubah jadi BENCI. Sebaliknya, kalo ada rasa saling berbagi diantara manusia dan ngga ada tuntutan, BENCI bakalan berubah menjadi CINTA. Karena seperti ada magnet yang bekerja di antara manusia n BENCI bisa berubah menjadi CINTA karena ada gaya tarik menarik antara dua kutub magnet, sementara CINTA bisa jadi BENCI juga karena adanya gaya tolak menolak di antara dua kutub itu juga.

( spesial untuk teman baik gue.. ;-) semangat!! )